How will I make it through?
So many things in my head.
Life seems so complicated these days. I wish I could just wipe out so many things from my head and mind.
I am tired. Really tired. So many things to do and anxiety takes over.
Now its 6:28. I have to take a shower, have to run.
What will happen? Why am I doing this to myself? Stressing so much about things I can not change?
I should be wise be now, being so anxious never helps anything. Its just paralysis.
But I can't help it...my heart starts beating fast...aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh got to go. 6:30.
I am thinking way too much about a certain person...
Okay, now I should really take a shower.