Yesterday,
I saw you
You stared
back at me
An enemy and a friend
You have
been so cruel to me
You let me
down so many times
Bailing out
at the last minute and leaving me to deal with the shit
But you are also the queen of second chances,
That’s what you called yourself
You picked me up so many times
Even though I
wished many times you would let me drown
Sometimes I
was sure you would
But at the
last minute, in a non chalant way, you would drag me out again
Yet when I
saw you stare back at me
It occurred
to me that only you have been there
To think
that you are me and I am you,
You
mutherfucker.