Reflection.

Yesterday, I saw you

You stared back at me

An enemy and a friend

You have been so cruel to me

You let me down so many times

Bailing out at the last minute and leaving me to deal with the shit

But you are also the queen of second chances,

That’s what you called yourself

You picked me up so many times

Even though I wished many times you would let me drown

Sometimes I was sure you would

But at the last minute, in a non chalant way, you would drag me out again

Yet when I saw you stare back at me

It occurred to me that only you have been there

To think that you are me and I am you,

You mutherfucker.