I am sorry I was not there. I am so sorry. I wish there was something else I could say, but I know I have let you down again.
Please Forgive me.
I waited until the very end. Even though the guards told me there was no chance you would come...I took a chance anyway, just in case they felt pity for me and allowed you out even for a few minutes. I do not know if I dare to ask why you are in isolation again and I do not know when next I can come out there. My sister gave me the money for the bus ride, like she has done so many times before. I have no money, no job....I am sorry, all this is not your fault, I just wish I could get a job soon so I can stop depending on everybody else...I am sorry if I sound mad, its just that I wanted so much to see you and you were not there.
I love you so much