I Just Want To Make Love To You....

Sunday and dancing....

I think I would like to learn how to dance Salsa properly. Normally, I and my sisters just imitate what we see on TV and pretend we can dance but once you dance with somebody that can really dance then you realise you have been dancing nonsense all this while. Maybe I will sign up for a real course! That would be someting to do in the winter...

On my mind...

Woke up to see light streaming into my room...it was beautiful.

I have a migraine...

I have decided to go for a walk. I thought of many things yesterday evening.

I went for a dinner with my former neighbours. It was something to do, it was being social, being friendly.

I realised how much I miss my friends who are all over the world. Even if I move to one part of the world to be with one person, I can never be with all of them at the same time and that sucks.

I think I need to see my family. I want to feel like I am part of something.

Life in general, is going well. I almost can't believe it that things are going so well and all I have to do is hang on for a little bit, just some months more and I would have accomplised everything I set out to do when I turned 30. Just hang on, hang on, don't give up now that you are so near. I can do it.

I just don't have any chemistry with some people. Its like totally bland. Nothing. No matter how I search, I can't find any kind of feelings. Totally numb. Its crazy like that.

Men:  I know you are out there, you might be right around the corner and you'll be the man that I love...

Cool...

I have written three posts and deleted all today. I don't think I can really describe my feelings the way I want to, so until I figure out what the hell I really want to say, let me just be cool.

 

Happy Weekend guys!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Doing stuff...

I am doing fine. Very fine. Writing, listening to music, reading, going for walks. Working at two places from next week so I will be very busy but I feel I can get through anything these days! I thrive best when I have stuff to do. Anyway, at this particular time, 4:14, this is the music I am listening to...

One to make you breathe...

I'll bring your lovers here,
Steal them from everywhere,
All lovers you might need.
One to make you sleep,
One to make you live,
And one to make you breathe...

Yeppppppp!

Have the flu. Nose blocked. Throat sore. Back fucked up.

But I am in a good place so looking forward to getting better and getting down to doing all my stuff.

Been getting to know (again) a long lost friend which is pretty cool. We found ourselves on facebook after ten years of no contact at all. And every time we meet we are like "oh yeah, that's why we liked each other", so apparently none of us have changed that much. We just got older.

Reading "the idiot" by Dostoevsky. I got tired of 19th century lit some years ago just because that's all I read for a while when I had one of my obsessive periods. Anyway, I am quite enjoying it again. Perhaps I just needed a long break from that period. Anyway, in my sick bed, that's been my companion and its a good one.

Have a good weekend. Love.