Tuesday, March 9, 2010

You're making more ordinary...

(That line is from the song "rain" by MIKA that I can't get out of my head...)

Yesterday I was talking to someone and I just kept thinking..."this conversation is making feel below ordinary"...I just could not continue with the conversation. It was just not me. I had nothing to "of me" that I could share...

It really disturbed me. I felt like I was wasting my time. I could be sleeping or reading a book.

The person noticed it in the end. He said, "you sound distracted"

and I said "I rather just sleep"

I wanted to say "talking to you makes me feel so fucking ordinary that I want to puke"...

He sounded disappointed. I did not care. I just wanted out from his ordinary conversation.

I hate ordinary.

6 comments:

miz-cynic said...

that comment was harsh but i guess u were only keeping it real.

Patrice said...

Did you really say to him that you would rather just sleep? That could be a fatal blow to his ego!

Upset_tummy said...

Waffy. You have 2many blogs. Which shall I disciple?

SHE said...

Ordinary is boring...and ordinary.

moi said...

Ordinary sometimes holds the extra-ordinary!

Emi said...

Stop feeling so superior.Tell me would you rather live in extra-ordinary times than ordinary times? "May you live in interesting times" is after all a chinese curse.